Saturday, April 15, 2006
@ 11:31 PM
i use to wonder . when will you come and see me ? i was hoping for dhat day . she got your number . she called you , both of you chatted . you wanted to talk to me . but i din want to . i cried . she dont know . i kept asking myself . why didnt i wanna talk to you . and i found the answer inside me . cosh i hate you . i hate you for leaving me and her . i hate you for asking her not to have me . i hated you for having another her . ARHHHHHH ! i really am hating you so much . she asked me , whad if you wanna meet me one day . and i told her , i`ll meet you when you`re dying .i use to keep asking ppl to look for you . why ? because i hated HIM . he treat me like shit . and i know you`ll treat me 100 times better dhen him . i jus know . but why am i avoiding you now ? maybe now isnt the right time ? maybe i`ve grown up . maybe i jus dont want you to interfere my life ? she told me i have the rights to choose whad i want . and she`s totally right . i dont really wanna see you for the time being . hope you really understand . sorry *a* . =\